that is amazing! i have the greatest friends and family ever. thanks guys!!
we...okay, okay... I am doing better. peanut is still nursing, but not near as often. normally he nurses/has a bottle around 6am, 9am, 1pm, 5pm, 8pm, and then around 1am. typically he will nurse for the entire 1am feeding (yay!!) and for the entire 5pm feeding (yay!!) but the others I have to supplement with formula. sometimes, i will offer to nurse first but typically he's just wants his bottle. he knows mama can't help him out, lol. the little chubber will take 6oz of formula too!
emotionally i'm doing a little better and physically i am doing MUCH better. my pain is a million times more manageable. so i know that in the long run, it's worth it.